Sunday, April 15, 2007

i'm going out of my mind..

i dont get it..i freaking blame myself...but then why?that's the question..why?

i know that i've never experienced some of life's tragedies...and i know that i have absolutely NO IDEA what some people have gone through...
i try to help..
i do my best...
but still..my 'efforts'...or more known as petty trials...are undermined..trampled...overshadowed by accusations...savaged by thoughts of the negative intentions of others..exaggerated as it may seem..that's how i feel...i can't make the pain go away..no one can....unless I'm God...sometimes i wish i was...

perhaps i was never good enough..

never will be...didn't know it could come down to this....

this nuclear like explosion of anger and confusion...

7 comments:

t!an said...

maybe random.

problems belonging to others are not necessarily yours.

Unknown said...

totally true

sally~ said...

be strong tiff.
will b by u thru it all~

*~siaw hui~* said...

(hugs tiffany)

tiff, u don't have to take all the world's problems on your shoulders. you comfort ppl because you care. and don't feel like you're undermined or inferior or useless, ok?

cheer up, don't feel so down.

(more hugs)

sjane said...

omg tiFF! i jus read your blog now.. n i realise im very outdated.. sorry for not knowing earlier =( im giving u a BIG HUG first thing i see u tomoro morning. i don care.. n then we'll talk bout things.. n we'll both make sure u pull thru.. because talkin bout problems seems to be an instant cure.. love u

Vann Law said...

=) :D XD 8D X3!!!

now please don't tell me you didn't smile when you saw that

HUGGIESS!!

do not blame yourself for trying. :)

Annachuu said...

Awww gal, cheer up! We all face these problems sometimes, but always remember that we friends are always here to help you too, like the good friend you are to us =)

Sorry I took so long to read this post >_<