Thoughts

Why is it that everytime i do something, i always come up short of a success or even a pass...

Is it wrong to spend some alone time with myself to dwell in my daily routine or thoughts or just not think about anything?

Or perhaps I am just the wrong person to talk to when I can't handle a situation...

Will i ever fell comfortable with someone without worrying what to say cause i'm terrified of uttering words that might hurt the broken heart AND vice versa...I'm starting to think that those 'dreams' are just the rubbish of the brilliant minds in this world...

i wonder...

i just wonder...

always feeling inferior..

always feel like life's just dragging on..

there's no will nor eyes for the prize anymore...

just a stagnant feeling of emptiness...